Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my
face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that
I'm alone
I've got a migraine
and my pain will range from
up down and sideways
thank God it's Friday
cause Fridays will always be
better than Sundays
cause Sunday's are my
suicide days
I don't know why they always
seem so dismal
Thunderstorms cloud snow
and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or
the letters by my bed
sometimes death seems
better than the migraine
in my head
Let it be said what the
headache represents
It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspended in a
defenseless
test being tested by a
ruthless examiner
that's respresented best by
my depressing thoughts
I do not have writers block
my writer just hates the clock
it will not let me sleep I'll get
some sleep when I'm dead
and sometimes death seems
better than the migraine
in my head
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my
face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that
I'm alone
But I know we've made
it this far kid
yeah yeah yeah
I am not as fine as I seem
pardon
Me for yelling I'm telling you
green gardens
are not what's growing in
my psyche
it's a different me
a difficult to be stop feasting
lumber down trees
freeze frame
please let me paint a mental
picture portrait
something you won't forget
it's all about my forehead
deny what is important holds
back contents
that make pandora's box
contents' look non violent
Behind my eyelids are
islands of violence
my mind shipwrecked this
is the only land my mind
could find
I did not know it was such
a violent island
Full of tidal waves suicidal
crazed lions
They're trying to eat me
blood running down
their chin
and they know that I can
fight or I can let the lion win
I begin to assemble what
weapons I can find
Cause sometimes to stay
alive you gotta kill
your mind
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind
my face and above
my throat
Shadows will scream
that I'm alone
But I know we've made
it this far kid
yeah yeah yeah
And I will say that we
should take a day to
break away
from all the pain our brain
has made
the game is not played alone
And I will say that we should
take a moment and hold it
and keep it frozen and know
that life has a hopeful
undertone
And I will say that we
should take a day to
break away
from all the pain our brain
has made
the game is not played alone
And I will say that we should
take a moment and hold it
and keep it frozen and know
that life has a hopeful
undertone
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind
my face and above
my throat
Shadows will scream that
I'm alone
But I know we've made
it this far kid
We've made it this far
we've made it this