well you told me you were thinking of leaving i said, ""i know why you feel that way sometimes i feel that way too"" then you told me you were leaving i said ""there is nothing left here for me anymore but i'll put my head down, i will get to work"" well you told me, ""you just sit there like a waste of space yeah, you never say anything"" so i decided not to say anything then you told me, ""everyone you know, they hate you"" and i didn't say anything oh, i never say anything and on days when i forget i'm lucky and i can find ten thousand reasons to stay in bed i try to make the best of this mess i've been given i will not waste it well you told me that you were so happy to know me i sat like a deer in headlights too scared to move, too afraid to run away and what could i do anyway? yeah, i have always been this way oh, how could i say anything? i'll find the right words to say someday