Disorder
My little story's growing way too long
I've had to suffer enough to write this song
And if I get the chance I'll tell you how it feels
'Cos in this sick old head the pain is way too real
Chorus:
So I fall down, I don't know if I can make it up this time
I know I want to but it gets harder every time
And if it's easier to give up everything
I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain
'Cos it's been hard
Yeah it's been hard
I sit there at the bar
I wonder what I've done
Should I just fuck it all
Or should I go back home
'Cos if I take that drink I might as well just die
And if I kill myself I'd be giving up my try
(Chorus)