When the damage is done and the words have been spoken
I'm flat on the floor, left alone and broken
Kill the bottle, beat the booze to the punch
Kick the mirror in pieces, grab one break a bunch
How did I get here? Once again
In a nightmare singing my refrain
Is this my fate, was that my life
I just saw flash before my eyes
Saw a lot of smiles, felt tears of joy
Oh the hope, all the life for me to destroy
Going up, going down in a hole so small
A rise followed by a motherfuckin fall
I'm living with things all twisted
Breathing in life I resisted
This was my fate, this is the world where I belong
How did I get here? Once again
In a nightmare singing my refrain
Is this my fate, was that my life
I just saw flash before my eyes
Don't know how long I've been gone
Nor do I recall things I've done
It just feels so wrong, it seems too good
That I was always just misunderstood
I'm living with now gone, dismissed
Forgotten faces once existed
Laughing at my pride and singing my song
I'm alive with things all twisted
Breathing in life I resisted
This was my fate, this is the world where I belong
All twisted was my life, is that so wrong?