On the kitchen table
sits an empty cup
Spent hours searching
for a bag of tea
Even though you have gone
I'll make a new start
From this day on I will learn
how to take care of me
Now the food's on the plate
but your favorite recipe
Has somehow lost it's flavor
now that things have changed
Looking back I see everything
you did for me
And I know life won't
ever be the same
Back when I had you
by my side
I would try to run
from the intimacy
It's too late but
I finally realize
Loneliness it hurts
more than the desire
to be free
Won't you tell me why
why you said goodbye
I still don't understand
why it had to end
Here in this room
oh I feel so all alone
I'm moving forward but
I'm still searching for
the way home
I promise you this
I know for sure
I'm gonna be okay baby
can't you see
Cause I made a promise
to myself that
I'll Never say
I'll never love again
From the towel in the bath
to your old ashtray
The hat and the scarf
you gave to me
The books out in the hall
all the records we played
Gonna clean up gonna move on
gonna throw them away
I'm standing in the hall
trash bag in my hand
I'm trying to be strong
but my knees grow weak
Though the people stare
I try to retain my dignity
They all know what
I have been through
All of these things
you leave behind
Remnants of a past
that will fade over time
I take a look around and I realize
All the happiness that
we shared is gone forever
Everything I do leads me back to you
The little things that
keep you inside my heart
Trying to let go
but the memory's too strong
I'm trapped inside this heartbreak
the loneliness since you've gone
I know it's true someday
I'll forget you
All those little dreams
we left unfulfilled
Believe in the hope
that a new day brings
I'll make a brand new
start without you
I was in love truly was in love
All that I knew was
out of loving you
But I made a promise
to myself that
I'll Never say
I'll never love again