This one starts with a lie
Pouring over the glass
Tough times, it never lasts
Lies
Missing on everything I had
Missing on everything I had
Missing on everything I
It'll be months before I see the lies inside of me instead
It'll be months before I see the lies inside of me instead
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
Reason why I choose to live
Killing will make me a 'b'
(I just wanna smoke)
I don’t need reasons to live
(I just wanna 'f')
I don’t see lies, I’m too real
(I just wanna sip)
What if you see what I see
(I just wanna smoke)
What if you feel what I feel
(I just wanna 'f')
You would’ve killed for relief
(I just wanna sip)
I wouldn’t blame you still
Facing my demons while chasing my brain
Losing myself doing things that remain
All these bodies but no one contains
I’ve got it all, nothing is sane
I see a stranger inside of my shell, yeah
Lost in the smoke and so numb with the danger
Need to be more, so I’m killing my cells
I keep my mind away from my shape
Once I got gentle on a certain level
I’m gon’ be filling my lungs like feral
I don’t do sh’ like they do, they’re so rebel
I don’t do sh’, I can think and I measure
Got all these thoughts and it’s so unsettled
I don’t do sharing, that’s so sentimental
I guess I’m different so I won’t be wearing a mask like the others so I guess I’m special
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day)
I get high on control
I’d like to take out my soul
And check it and see what color
Hope it to be real white but I’m sure it’s not
And so many stories untold
Going where no one goes
Others, they’re craving for love
But I just see what is above
And I won’t know when is enough
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)
(Smoking, drinking, dead in the day 'til the night I’ve been)