watching anime on my uncle’s rooftop
she was a lesson that I had to learn
every single night I couldn’t sleep
thinking about the shit we’ve been through
all the fucked up things
that you had to live through man
it’s hard to listen
but it’s harder to learn
living day by day I thought
you’d never leave earth
but damn
cancer
gets the best of us don’t it
how could you even think of losing
sleep in that moment
but we did
and we loved it
and we hugged
and we sang
hold on love
hold on
I need you love
hold on
looking back it never
really made sense
how much you loved me
when I was a mess
guess it never mattered
sing hallelujah when shit was good
but fuck it all
when you went under damn
I need a buzz but I got no money ah
I need a hug
but there’s no one around me huh
heard a song
that I think you would like
when I hear it I die
just a little inside
cause it reminds me
you will never lie beside me
you will never die inside me
hold on love
hold on
I need you love
hold on
hold on love
hold on
I need you love
hold on