Hiding in the comfort of corners
I guess in a way everybody hides
Though I need my friends more than ever
I don't want anyone by my side
Who is that boy in the mirror
waving goodbye to the man
I can't seem to shake that sad feeling
I'll never be who I really am
Though I'm lost I'm only one over the eight
Goodbye Station 8 guess you've heard as of late
I'll be drinking this night on my own
I'm going away to my own special place
where I turn off the lights and the phone
so won't you
Help I need to escape I don't belong in here
Here's to my fears sorrows and tears
there goes another year
He's that kid with panic through the streets
that no one really sees
Oh that kid looks one hell of a lot like me
My friends that left town are returning
they know that I'm too homeward bound
I'm sick of their heads that keep turning
of nodding and saying I'm fine
I'm not fine
The 46 is my friend now
I order my food to the door
I suffocate on medication
those pills just can't do it somehow
I shot myself down August 2008
now I carry this pathetic wound
I don't even talk I won't listen at all
but I'm hoping that someday you'll call
so won't you
When I turned from the truth in a far cry from you
denied the hand of a friend that could help me through
Mealy mouthed unsure afraid of it all
Never confident but I know how to fall
Say is it you outside the window
Coming home to me one last time
I swear I just saw your silhouette
sliding into the bedroom where angels blessed our skin
now only dust
I am still knocking at your door
but love doesn't live there anymore
I know you'll be coming home again
but nothing will ever be the same
You're taking your things returning my heart
I curse my own pride as I'm watching the phone
is there anything happening at all
I drink til' I cry but just can't fall asleep
someone please give me a call
Summer is over we've used all our dreams
now I tumble in blind memories
You've changed your address soon you'll change your last name
how I wish I'd change at all
Help I need to escape I don't belong in here
Here's to my fears sorrows and tears
there goes another year
Help I need to escape but I do belong in here
Here's to you love wherever you are
You're still inside of me
As the last lover's sailing away in the night
by the harbour retired romantics
Left behind telling stories of how it was oh
so much better before
Before any of us fell in love