If I could find the time
Id find the time to sit and hold your hand
Try like hell to make you understand
I know you wonder why Ive got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I cant decide... is it all a blessing in disguise?
My whole life flashes before my eyes
And I realize we are not-so-perfect-strangers
I know you cant believe how we perceive things so differently
You think I chose this?
You think I chose this?
You chose this path for me
If I could, I would turn back the hands of time
Do it all again, maybe then youd see what makes me tick
I know you wonder why Ive got so much trouble on my mind
You think I chose this?
And I wonder why, what was it I did to deserve this?
And still I cant decide...
Is it all a blessing in disguise...
In disguise?