Too many restless nights my body’s shaking
My head hurts gotta stomach ache
Too many sleepless nights and i'm impatient
Like a war inside my mind
I’m anxious all the time
Fake laughing but I’m breaking
Pretend I’m doing fine
Fight with my medication
It’s been a year
Too numb to feel
20mg of happiness but when i do the math
It Doesn’t add up, doesn’t add up
Cuz i’m still sad sad sad sad sad
Im still sad sad sad sad sad
Too many hours staring at the television
My therapist says its ok to rest
My friends are talking and I’m barely listening
They call me selfless but im self obsessеd
Somеtimes i still have good dreams at night
Do my best to wake up smiling
It’s been the best year of my life
It Doesn’t add up, it doesn’t add up
Cuz
It’s been a year
Starting to feel
20mg of happiness but when i do the math
It Doesn’t add up, doesn't add up
Cuz i’m still sad sad sad sad sad
I’m still sad sad sad sad sad
I’m still sad sad sad sad sad