dreams we had from the day we were born instincts cry to eat,
take a dump, warm homey bed to sleep ma dreams as a kid was an artist,
dancer singer and of course every girls dream Ms. Universe.
as I grow bigger,taller, larger dreams get smaller and little lost gone now
that i'm a big girl facing true reality follow ur head than ur heart,
with ur first class quality U'll make a big life, fame, money, reputation,
like gee~ thanx for the advice thought this was my life, reach my goal why won't u?
what an I to u? Some money making machine? (c'mon out baby)
we've been going out 4rm the day I can't remember making out so many nights,
mistaken him as ma Mr. Right always melting me wit his words,
I luv U promising our future by the word, I do ha!
thought I would be the only one to walk into the kingdom
of his world turned out to be a dead end,
a wrong road, a bad choice, a plan from the start for my heart, body, soul, everything that I claim
hey, ssup girl where were u last night?
u know i don't go anywhere without u, we should always stick together, did she?
stabs u in the back, takes off wit my money dissapears in the air like she was never there. oh yeah,
but left me wit some bills 4 da pills i need to take everyday, everynight,
24/7 so far, can't make a new friend, buddy,
pal wutever u name it before sticking out a yellow paper readin' ur signature
for to-be-my-friend-list i dun get it how-could-u-do-this?
among billions of ppl in this planet is there anyone, anything that i could eva trust??!
as I kneel down to my knees, confessing all my worries wanting miracle
for my little needs I feel selfish for antin' and never givin'
but u're the only one dat i could trust in this life plz be
by myside to protect every evil mankind and make me believe
there are hope in this world to ask and it will be given seek
and you will find knock and the door will be opened, matthew 7 verses 7 (Amen)