Why did I let you inside my life?
How could I let you inside my body, my soul, my brain?
Now I can't make you go away you're driving me insane
and inside out
I can tell it's meaningful and so hurtful there's no place
just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful to be so vulnerable
How could I lie to myself again
these bad decisions are a never ending story
You'd think I'd know by now just how to bow to smile
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help
but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault