[Mike Clark/Mike Muir]
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no ones around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I cant explain, the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head goes over my head!
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that Ive had
Some were good most were bad
I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind pain and hate is all I find
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony through my eyes thats all I see
If Im gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
And if Im gonna die, Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow, I just want to say
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
Today today when I cant even smile today
Today today when I cant even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
You think its so funny...
...laugh at this!
So when I look outside my room
I see the world, but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair
You call it fair I call it treason
But I dont know what to do
Give me a sign Ill take whatever
But if you want me here I am
Aint gonna die forever
And I tried to hold ya
But you just turned away
And I tried to tell ya
But not a word I say
I cried out so loudly
But you just covered your ears
And gave me all the signs
That you dont want my tears
So if you want me here I am
I sit and wait your decision
But my body fights my mind
I headed straight for a collision
So am I getting near or am I still
Looking in all the wrong places
But the only thing that seems to change
Are the looks on the faces...
Doesnt anyone...seems like no one cares at all
I search for personality and look for things I cannot see
Does anyone even care at all?
Love and peace flash through my mind pain and hate is all I find
Seems like no one cares at all
Find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true
Does anyone even care at all?
Lies and hate and agony through my eyes thats all I see
Seems like no one cares at all
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
Today today when I cant even smile today
Today today when I cant even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today...