to clear the consience of who i am, i break the silence that keeps it all in, i've given you everything i wish you knew, i did it for me, i didn't do it for you, i look her way with x-ray eyes, and she looked, like she was not even there... preserving the things that i have kept form you, didn't give them away, you had asked me to, you're pointing at me, and how do i reply, i smash your fingers and dreg you away, i look her way with x-ray eyes, and she looked, like she was not even there... cannot deny that i have planned this, i only gave till i was done, fallen on me this happy ending, iknow i was awake and she was numb, but when she started to leave, finally started to leave, then she looked, like she was not even there...