I'm not that boy that I was once at all
And I know you can't accept that I'm all grown up
I'll stay in touch but I have some problems to attend to like
How I feel like I'm just not enough
And no one seems to give a
Fuck about me, it keeps compounding
I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it, my final chance, my last hoorah
Before I take a gun
And do something I should have done
I walked myself back home
I walked myself back
Was tired, angry, like always
Can't believe you called me today out of all days
Apologize but we both know that's what they all say
There's so much time, but nowadays, it's all grey
Should I lie and tell you that it's all great
How I feel like I'm just not enough
And no one seems to give a
Fuck about me, it keeps compounding
I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it, my final chance, my last hoorah
Before I take a gun
And do something I should have done
I'm damn near apologetic
but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me and that's true
I'm damn near apologetic
but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me and that's true
I have nothing left to lose
I have nothing left to lose