What if none of this happened?
It's nothing like I imagined it
What if I wasn't this strong?
What if it all just went different?
So many times I wish I woulda
just listened
I wasn't ready for it all
There's so many things
I'd change but I can't
There's so many things
I said that I wish I left unsaid
Time's passing me by
Gotta just laugh so I don't cry
If you asked me then
where I wanted to be
It look something like this living
out my wildest of dreams
But life sometimes ain't
always what it seems
If you ask me now
All I've wanted to be
Is happy
Mm
I remember when I was little
Before I knew that anyone could be evil
These egos, some people, playing
with my innocence like at a casino
And I refuse to be jaded
Still painting rainbows
all over my face, oh
I've gotten used to the fall
So many things I'd change but I can't
There's so many things I said
that I wish I left unsaid
Time's passing me by
Gotta just laugh so I don't die
If you asked me then
where I wanted to be
It looks something like this
Living out my wildest of dreams
But life ain't always what it seems
Life got me falling to my knees
If you ask me now
All I've wanted to be
If you'd ask me then
If you'd ask me now
If you'd ask me now
If you'd ask me now
If you'd ask me then
If you'd ask me then
If you'd ask me then
If you'd ask me now