Autumn blew it's leaves at me
Threatening winter as I walked
Summer always goes so
quick barely stopping like my thoughts
Which dip and spin and change so fast
I have to wonder will I last
Through the windows of the train
I caught reflections of a paper cup
Hanging small in a pale blue sky
Never knowing which way's up
Above the clouds what's to be found
I have to wonder will I be around
As my anger shouts at my own self doubt
So a madness creeps into my dreams
When you're scared of living but afraid to die
I get scared of giving and I must find the faith to beat it
I must be me that's rushing by
Time just lingers on the wind
Bristlin' through my open fears
I wonder what it's going to bring
Above the clouds what's to be found
I have to wonder will I be around
Run and hide run and hide
I catch the sail at evening's tide