It's M C and Y J
Another hit okay
We lookin' fine takin' off
Saw us on a runway
On any given Sunday
Monday Tuesday
They try to confuse me
I never let 'em use me
I was a girl you was a man
I was too young to understand
I was naive I just believed
Everything that you told me
Said you were strong
Then I found out that you were weak
Keepin' me there under your thumb
Cause you were scared that
I'd become much
More than you could handle
Shining like a chandelier
That decorated every room inside
The private hell we built
And I dealt with it
Like a kid I wished
I could fly away
But instead I kept my tears inside
Cause I knew if
I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up
the strength to walk away
Don't regret it
but I still live
with the side effects
When I space am
I still dreaming 'bout
them violent times
Still little protective 'bout
the people that I let inside
Still little defensive
thinkin' 'bout me
tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed
inside I fake a smile
and deal with the side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects
It didn't stop no one was there
Couldn't be real
had to keep quiet
Once in awhile put up a fight
It's just too much
night after night
After awhile I would just lie
You wasn't wrong said
you was right
Did what I could just to survive
Couldn't believe this was my life
Flickering like a candle
Do my best to handle
sleeping with the enemy
Whether he was smothering
every last part of me
So I broke away
and finally found
the strength to leave
kept my tears inside
Cause I knew if
I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up
the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but
I still live with the side effects
When I space am I still dreaming
'bout them violent times
Still little protective 'bout
the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin'
'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside
I fake a smile
and deal with the side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Hey hey hey
Let's go
Hey Mafnifico or should
I say Mafnificent
Ain't nothing worth
your happiness
And I ain't caring who
you're with
Misery love company
so we ain't tryin' to
hang with y'all
Hurt you if ya let 'em in
Gotta keep ya sucka smilin'
Keep tryin' to play
I tell him I ain't blowin' tho
Think they want me outta here
I tell 'em I ain't goin' tho
Side effects be drowsiness
Loneliness
How is this
I think the call it hateration
What can you prescribe for this
Forgive but I can't forget
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side efffects
But I ain't gonna
let them get the best of me
Forgive but I can't forget
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side efffects
But I ain't gonna
let them get the best of me
Kept my tears inside
Cause I knew if
I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up
the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but
I still live with the side effects
When I space am I still dreaming
'bout them violent times
Still little protective
'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin'
'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed
inside I fake a smile
and deal with the side effects
Side effects
Side effects
Side effects