I guess I saw the dead
as I burned to another level.
thinkin about westside's my heaven
always been my lucky Seven.
But I pray up to my Lord my soul to take away,
and then I fly by real high a chance I had ttake.
Like I was Saying they got me chained up
from praying to my One and Only and Only
Almighty were still countin on you baby
What side am I on. where do I belong,
Heaven over Hell. but I may be wrong
Enjoy the fun, Lifes full of hell I'm still standin tall,
Yes and No, virgins and ho's
West to East is where the lines
don't meet is where I go,
Life and Choices a bunch of
empty voices calling my name,
Whiplashed Oh Lord make me sane once again
*Feeling insane I am the main -Father-
Feeling insane I bring the pain -Father-
Feeling insane I am the blame -Father-
Fell in the flame I lost the game
Heaven or hell is what the preacher fries to sell
some living' it up while others live on bail,
mama, I can't understand this thing called hate
I live my life in hell because my color sealed my fate
Trying' keep hope a live but my dreams is getting' faint,
society keeps telling' me what I is and what I isn't
Getting' stop by 5.0 murder was the case
now I'm getting locked up because of my face
There's nothing is this world that I won't do stayin
good and true and livin life for you,
but its the devil that's makin' me do what I do,
I pray each day that you'll forgive me in a certain way,
Take control of my body, mind and soul
take me from the evil and make me whole,
it's like a disease find the cure and stop it lease,
before it's too late, hate will take me to fate
*Repeat
Always knew hell was there but it seems unfair
can't comprehend how it seems
like I've already been there,
Thinkin' clearly now cause I'm goin out my mind
searching for the answers I can't seem to find,
It's a shame that reality there's so much brutality
kids gang bangin before they reach maturity,
can I or will I stop my fertility
why do our Kids grow up with this mentality
I started thinkin' about what I did before
rolled up wit the gang and slangin doe
reminiscen about the past, be the first to blast
runnin' wit the homies, always comin' in last,
growing up as a wicked ass kid today
still regretting every single thing I did this way
hopin later on I wouldn't have a price to pay
keep it real and don't front stay true that way
*Repeat
Heaven and Hell, there's a really lot to tell,
I once fell in hell cuz I didn't near no heavenly bell,
hought I was in heaven depend on lucky seven
leaving my kid at the age of only eleven -Ha, Ha-
life seems real but it's only a dream,
there should be a heaven and nothing between
I knowy' all feel me, you know what I mean,
wakin up in a world feelin so cold