Was darkness growing in my core
Trying to take hold, was taking over
I fed it fresh thoughts in my pain
to feast to its delight, take my heart again
Felt I really deserved it and ran away
Thought I was really to blame
in the eyes of the saint
But I know that it's time
to move on and let go
Was I to hold responsible
I should have known
what you were thinking
But don't you go
don't cash your chips just yet
Believe in us
believe that we can get ahead
And smash the T.V. set
staying in control with no regrets
No matter what they say
I can still believe we will be great
Was darkness growing in my core
Breaking down my doors
so unrelenting
It showed me everything I had become
I saw myself for who I was
all that I despise
Felt I really deserved
it and ran away
Thought I was really to blame
in the eyes of the saint
But now I know
that it's time to move
on and let go
Was I to hold responsible
I should have known
what you were thinking
But don't you go
don't cash your chips just yet
Believe in us
believe that we can get ahead
And smash the T.V. set
staying in control with no regrets
No matter what they say
I can still believe we will be great
And smash the T.V. set
staying in control with no regrets
No matter what they say
I can still believe we will be great
So you say I'm a soldier
So you say I'm a soldier
So you say I'm a soldier
So you say, in love