When fear interrupt me and down of desire get near Desire to live become coarse thorn of life exaggerated spirit that amplify get scattered like garbage at the corrupt vincity the thing that cat stop me are while and clearness ice auger sedative the only thing that can keep my soul hold on even if that's short while when a year pass like a minute and second feel like one thousand year I become weeds in gray soil and should have slep in tranquility of eternal my body that be worn out by white foam, Death that love me uniquely I put my body in dark brown case and sleep today, Hope to never sprout, Grayish childhood, my twenty years old that be stained with blood Want to sleep forever never awake