My face, my mind turns black
and I see the way things, the way things use to be
All alone in my head
Born again inside myself
Shameless mind, a divided soul
returned thoughts that are never hole
turn away all my friends
and break my soul until it bends...
And I see it, and I feed it, and I love it,
and I hate it, and I take it, and I give it,
and I throw it down
My body turns away
Never even felt this way
Wouldn't you want to be
Right here, right next to me
My head is burning, my feelings say
If you were my friend why did you turn away
My blinds sinkin, under my skin
Now it's time, let life begin...
And I see it, and I feed it, and I love it,
and I hate it, and I take it, and I give it,
and I throw it down
My life, has wasted away
I didn't want to face this day
left alone, in my dreams
Never knowing what life means
I stay with you to the bitter end
And to this heart, why don't you mend
I'm tired of wasting all this time
Just to see you, right by my side
And I see it, and I feed it, and I love it,
and I hate it, and I take it, and I give it,
and I throw it down