I was never shown how to love
So I did my best to guess
Everythin' a man ever wants
A tiny girl in a dress
A trophy for his friends
That I didn't even like, so
Tried to learn from mistakes
I haven't made one in months
But it's gettin' harder to take pushing away everyone
You just had to show up
(And yeah, I'm not mad about it)
Swear to God, I'ma change, but I'm agnostic
All the loneliness is gettin' so exhaustin'
Sick to my stomach, yeah, I'm feelin' kinda nauseous
And I can't tell if it's you
I'm so love-starved
Knowin' if I'm ready to trust you is goddamn hard
You're pickin' at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they'rе turning blue
Are you great or somеthing new?
I'm so love-starved
(Are you actually my type or do I just need a bite?)
Is it the fact that you're there, do I actually care?
The potential of the latter's got me pullin' my hair out
I'm a skeleton of the love I once had
Yeah, it was so bad, but you're nothin' like that, yeah
Swear to God, I'ma change, but I'm agnostic (Ah)
All the loneliness is gettin' so exhaustin' (Ah)
Sick to my stomach, yeah, I'm feelin' kinda nauseous (Ah)
And I can't tell if it's you, 'cause
I'm so love-starved
Knowin' if I'm ready to trust you is goddamn hard
You're pickin' at skin and bones
I feel my lips, they're turning blue
Are you great or something new?
I'm so
(Oh-oh) I'm so love-starved
Sometimes it gets so damn hard
Also, my skin and bones
I'm so scared to end up alone
Talk me off a cliff and go ahead and push right off of it
I'm so scared, I'm, I'm, I'm aware, yeah
I'm, I'm, I'm on fire, I'm a fucking lie
I'm a maniac, I always laugh when I'm frustrated, uneducated, unmotivated
I want love that wants me back
But, I don't think that I know how to actually have it
Something good staring back at me
Swear everyone always fucking leaves when look you in the eyes
Only wanna to tell you lies, you look surprised
I hate my mind 'cause I'm so
Love-starved
I'm so, oh, love-starved