Pills, 5 pills a day
I lay awake everyday
feeling like I’m dead
Just so I can go to sleep
I gotta take some pills everyday
I wanna face the dreams
every night that I chase
Pills 5 pills a day
One for the haunted thoughts
storming my brain
I gotta take just to make
myself feel okay
The world is frightening
let the light shine a ray
Pills 5 pills a day
Another for the safety
of the day on the way
Make clearance cause
I’m just a short night away
From the suffering I hate
and the pain that is way too
Close to ma mind need some time
just to right all the wrongs that
I’ve done days to come come along
So done with hurting
myself take some time off
Everybody said but
I’m running out of minutes
I should let it all go
Let it all go but I can’t cause
I ran all the way here
I can’t be a Dali or a Shakespeare
It makes me a hypocrite
why am I still here
Pills 5 pills a day
5 pills every night just to see
me smile in the mirror
See the stars shining
so bright ever clearer
Steer clear of me
Cause My footsteps are bitter
Pills 5 pills a day
This is what I get now I pay
The dues that I’ve brought upon
myself I’m a sinner
Yo
Reminder to myself I am
always a beginner to my life
Ain’t nobody get another chance right?
Time is now
now I gotta make myself alright
cause a dime to a dollar is a penny to
a dime and I’ll die a fucking legend
if I play my cards right
So watch as I levitate
Pen and paper always on the ready
See the hype I’ll be getting
Story I’ll be telling in ma lyrics
the critics the listeners the fans
and the records I’ll be hitting
That’s when I wake up
to the soft loving presence
Listening so closely
That’s when I wake up
to the soft loving presence
Listening so closely