All my life i've been shut out
Mother cast me from her side
Never shown an ounce of love
Guess i was never wanted
Took refuge where i could find
In dingy squats riddled with lice
And men who love with 2 fists out
But only ever after one thing
So i smoke rocks and i take pills
To numb myself from their cruelty
Bruised and used up, left aside
Cause i was never wanted
They call me Gina, Unattached
Cause i'm nobody's baby
Dirty Gina, back alley
2 more tricks and i am free
They call me Gina, Unattached
Cause i'm nobody's baby
Lonely Gina, shadow queen
Flash headlights once for me
i suppose you think you know
There were rays of light drifting over my legs
There were rays of light drifting over my chest
There were rays of light drifting, drifting, drifting, drifting
Blinding rays of light into a way to escape myself
As I woke from that haze I felt
A million spiders crawling
All over my arms
All over my face
Crawling underneath my skin
They call me Gina, Unattached
Cause i'm nobody's baby
Dirty Gina, back alley
Flash headlights once for me
They call me Gina, Unattached
Cause i'm nobody's baby
Lonely Gina, shadow queen
you gawp but you don't see
Oh, I suppose you think you know
What is like
To be frightened and alone
Unseen but still exposed
Let down, shut out, no love, a ghost