If seeing is believing then they've gouged out all their own eyes.
They're confused by the love, the hate, all of the hypocritical lies.
Their own misfortunes, creating the selfish disguise;
That will seed the beginning of their spiritual demise.
That will seed the beginning of their spiritual demise.
I can't believe this is happening,
My faith depleting somewhere buried inside, alive;
Afraid, unstable, but learning that these things will clear in time.
I'm so scared, I'm so scared of what I might become.
Straying from the beaten path that I've been on for so long,
Finally moving forward in life, acknowledging my faults,
That's haunted my every move for what seems like years
My conscience screaming, realizing things aren't as bad as they appear.
Still anchored in our old ways.
And just when you think everything's going to be alright,
Defenses down, so vulnerable to what once had you gripped so tight
The miracle I needed, no longer mistreated.
The life changing motivation, my only inspiration.
Calm the storms and I'll walk the waves.
My eyes are open, and I can clearly see.
Calm the storms and I'll walk the waves.
I can't believe all this is happening to me,
My faith depleting some where buried alive, inside;
Afraid, unstable, but learning that these things will clear in time.
I'm so scared, I'm so scared of what I might become.
And just when you think everything ‘s going to be alright,
I'm vulnerable to what once had me gripped so tight.