Something sinister to it
Pendulum swinging slow
a degenerate moving
Through the city with criminals
stealth welcome to enemy turf
Harder than immigrants work
Golf is stitched into my shirt
Get up off the pavement brush
the dirt up off my psyche
Psyche psyche
It's probably been twelve years
since my father left
left me fatherless
And I just used to say I hate
him in dishonest jest
When honestly I miss this nigga
like when I was six
And every time I got the chance
to say it I would swallow it
Sixteen I'm hollow intolerant
skip shots
I storm that whole bottle
I'll show you a role model
I'm drunk pissy pissing on
somebody front lawn
Trying to figure out how and
when the fuck I missed moderate
Momma often was offering peace
offerings
Think wheeze cough scoffing
and he's off again
Searching for a big brother
Tyler was that
And plus he liked how I rap the
blunted mice in the trap
Too black for the white kids
and too white for the blacks
From honor roll to cracking
locks up off them bicycle racks
I'm indecisive I'm
scatterbrained and I'm
frightened it's evident
And them eyes where he hiding
all them icicles at
Something sinister to it
Pendulum swinging slow
a degenerate moving
Through the city with criminals
stealth welcome to enemy turf
Harder than immigrants work
Golf is stitched into my shirt
Get up off the pavement brush
the dirt up off my psyche
Psyche psyche
Uh time lapse bars rhyming
heart's bottomless pit
Was mobbin' deep as '96 Havoc
and Prodigy did
We were the pottymouth posse
crash the party and dip
With all belongings then toss em
out to the audience
Nothing was fucking awesome
trying to make it from the bottom
His sins feeling as hard as
Vince Carter's knee cartilage is
Supreme garment and weed
gardeners garnishing spliffs
With Keef particles and entering
apartments with 'zine article
Tolerance for boundaries
I know you happy now
Craven and these Complex fuck
niggas done track me down
Just to be the guys that did it
like I like attention
Not the type where niggas trying
to get a raise at my expense
Supposed to be grateful right
Like Thanks so much
you made my life
Harder and the ties between my
mom and I are strained and
tightened
Even more than they were before
all of this shit
Been back a week and I already
feel like calling it qui
Something sinister to it
Pendulum swinging slow
a degenerate moving
Through the city with criminals
stealth welcome to enemy turf
Harder than immigrants work
Golf is stitched into my shirt
Get up off the pavement brush
the dirt up off my psyche
Psyche psyche