I've saved up enough courage
And I'll spend it now
But all for what I ask myself
No it doesn't feel that
an answer matters
Oh I thought I needed you to
give me strength
The things I'd hoped you'd say
But as you stayed quiet
I'd just wonder
Only one thing left
I wished I knew
How did you have me
and I only got you
If it's all bad timing and
there's no control
Not gonna do anything
You'll do everything
I want from now on
When I'm with you change
your voice you change
your face
Scared to say what's wrong
But we kept going on yeah
kept going on like
Two adult children engaged
in separate play
You can run down all those
days to me
Go through the whole year
but why
Only one thing left I wished
I knew
How did you have me and
I only got you
If it's all bad timing and
there's no control
Not gonna do anything
You'll do everything
I want from now on
No one else would be
as patient
Or at least be so forgiving
I'm not curious at all
that your heart was
You can talk and I might listen
Hate the words
you're sure no present
I'm done living powered
by this hurt
Only one thing left
I wished I knew
How did you have me and
I only got you
If it's all bad timing and
there's no control
Not gonna do anything
You'll do everything
I want from now on