"I spent my life driving without headlights
I'm running from who I am
I've got my back laid across the iron tracks
Waiting for life to pass
I hit the floor so hard because I've been getting all my therapy at the bar
And this is the last time I'll try
When all the drinks are gone and it's just me in the honesty of the dawn
My shadow shows someone who's afraid of the morning sun
Just when I thought that it couldn't get much worse
I turned around and I saw you there tonight
So when will I get a break from life
It's driving me to drink tonight
You know that you were my worst addiction
Now you're here after two years of being clean
So when will I learn to break routine
And forget you like a dream
I'm gonna say this sober so I have no excuse
I need you in my life like my neck needs a noose
Just when I thought that it couldn't get much worse
I turned around and I saw you there tonight
So when will I get a break from life
It's driving me to drink tonight
You know that you were my worst addiction
Now you're here after two years of being clean
So when will I learn to break routine
And forget you like a dream
I set the fire as I played my violin
"