I hurt myself again today,
feelin' a little numb I could use the pain.
I always find myself in this little bind.
It's been a few weeks since you've been around,
so here I sit with my hands strapped down
patiently awaiting our secret games we used to play alone.
So here I sit all tied up, all alone with all my thoughts.
I do not mind if this goes on.
I think about about what I'll say to you
when you finally decide to come my way,
I'm sitting around all painted like a fool.
I don't know how I got this way,
and I don't know how much more I wanna take.
But I know you'll shoot me down
and bury me before I get too high.
So here I sit all tied up
all alone with my thoughts
when will I learn to walk away from the things
I do that make me feel the way, I feel when I'm with you?
Tonight it's me, myself and I
All this pain I seem to put myself through,
all the ways I find to submit to you,
cat o' nine tails gettin' old. And I don't know how I got this way
I don't know how much more I wanna take.
I got a millon ways to tame Myself and a million nights to try.
When will you come around
to do the things you do to me
I hate this game of solitaire.