out of the hospital out against my will life is so beautiful i've gone mental mental mental i've killed my family they thought i was an oddity life is so beautiful i am a vegetable mental mental i've gone mental i've gone mental staring at my goldfish bowl popping phenobarbitol life is so beautiful i've gone mental mental mental sitting on my window sill life is so beautiful i've become irrational i've gone mental mental mental i've gone mental